1/3 of a year gone.

I've decided that i have found a spare few minutes to write something on here. Its been a rarity that i can even bring myself to write something- apologies. We've all been in the position already this year where most of us have given something up or just failed our new years resolution. I have refused to give up anything. This is because I think that if you give it up now what's the point? you only live once- just do it.
(Just dont do it if it involves murdering someone - which in my defence I wish it was legal to, some people get on my nerves)
On that note- I must find time to vent my anger for a few people who have casually made me realise what complete and utter retards they are. They have most consistently made me think of a new definition of IDIOT.
I wont name names for obvious reasons but I wont let these 'people' bring me down. Its not worth the hassle that you want so what's the point.

Lets move on- This year i am coming up to 20 years old. It saddens me as i wont be able to call myself a teenager any more. But none the less i cannot argue that i have in fact lived most of my teenage life- as a teenager! Im not going to settle down with a family and start a life with somebody. Sadly that isnt me.
I have respect for people that can do that none the less, its just something im not ready for. I can't even look after myself half the time.
In these 20 years I have learnt the most I may intentionally learn.
Learning to walk, Getting a job, Finding out what profanities are. You get the picture.
This makes me laugh :) ( i dont have acne on my back- i promise)

It makes me want to learn more and more- if anything.

I just want to round this off. I want to say to my friends (if they still read this ballocks) that Im still here and they should drop me a message sometime. I miss you. I feel like a recluse!

Hopefully I wont post this much waffle again but its a SMALL starting point ;)
Lots of Love <3