Its quite early, I actually never wake up at such a time. '5.53 am' did this even exsist on the clock? I guess it does now I've finally seen it. It's been a while since a wrote anything on here because of university; all of a sudden had its 'peak' with coursework. It's over (pretty much), thank god! First blog of the year by me.. Happy New year (feels strange saying it mid-way through January)
Maybe I can finally relax but unfortunately it isnt so easy. I guess atleast Ive got a few things to look foward too.. a nice road trip (thoughts of my being the driver puts me off though), the summer and just geniunely going back to uni. Although i honestly dont like my new timetable, 9am Monday mornings WILL kill me, espcially when i used to have them off!
On a more positive note, ill be able to write more and have more alone time. (maybe being single and alone has its peaks? hmm, we'll see) It's quite depressing!
I have a nice couple of gigs lined up for the next few months. I just wish they're as good as im making them out to be in my head, so I don't get disappointed! I need to 'sort' my head out. Imagine if you can take your head and just put on another one without changing your appearence, 'as if'. I need to do some exersize.. Christmas is catching up with my stomach! Gym perhaps? I just hope im not one of those who makes such a big deal out of going then.. waking up before university and being plain lazy and not going. We'll see.
I feel Im drifting! Ive got so much on my mind its hard to express anything. I wouldnt wanna expose my private life through a blog. This is one of the only times I'll have to be selfish. Maybe I need a gameplan, thats hard when you can't plan the future. I wish.. it would be so easy.
