The more i think about the place, the closer it gets. Each second passes and the time gets shorter. I will be back soon. Soon enough to finally relax and not endure a turbulent collaboration of work and late night thinking sessions which would prevent even the heaviest sleeper from getting any rest. I couldn't even imagine resting while I'm in this state of mind. Sleep was a blissful thought nonetheless. I wish i could get enough of it just to make me feel sane enough to survive this ever binding life I'm leading at this precise moment.
This is definitely not healthy doing this. I'm glad the summers over- I can finally settle back into the student phase of going to university and having goals and targets. I mean I'm still not a real student, I always work still- just not hours as grim as these. I still manage to squeeze in 20 odd hour weeks as well as 5 days of university. Its crazy to call myself a student and still work as many hours as someone that doesn't go to university. But, that's me all over- one crazy bitch.
All of my friends get shitfaced and spend the next three days with hangovers- while i stick to getting shitfaced and waking up 2 hours later and running a store - that to me is a crazy life style.
Lets just get back to the place I've been missing for the past few months. I'll be able to have some normality- finally.
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