Due date today?

These nine months have literally flown by, the incredible amounts of alcohol I've consumed and the lack of sleep hasn't made me become insane or even dead yet. The 9 month period was proof that- like a good friend of
mine, i would be having baby right now. Bless her she's due in a week, amongst my aunty whose also due today. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to be having a baby at this moment in time.

I couldn't really put into words the stuff that's happened in the last nine months because it would be a journey written in a novel rather than a short blog story. I've literally learnt alot more than I knew about 10 months ago- in my naive early months of being eighteen. I've got so many amazing friends at uni and back home, both places I can share incredible memories with over this summer and the next years of university that follow.

Atleast I don't feel lonely and unfortunate like I thought I would after Octobers setback (only close friends know this hard time I went though)- it definitely shows that if you believe in yourself and acquire amazing friendship groups like mine, you can do anything. Now this bad experience I had back in October has became a distant memory which only effects me when I really think about it.  

In the last nine months I've shown my independence though a tattoo, the jingling of my car keys as I run to a lecture I'm about to be late for. The increased concern for organising money and paying bills with the simple stress of working obscene hours while I still manage to go out drinking three or four times a week to get trollied. 

That's my been my life in a nut shell for the past nine months. If your reading this and I've gone to university with you -then I'd like to say a massive thank you for making me feel incredible and I love you all!
However if your reading this from being someone back from home- don't worry this is what the summer is for; to introduce ourselves and reunite our friendships.

I'll miss everything this year has brang me but not to worry as I'll have this again in another four months (hopefully)