granted.

I thought I'd start writing about something we all take for granted. (most of us anyway, including me)
I love my car. It's my first car and I'll always remember it. Everyone I know has given their car a name, I struggle to find an appropriate name for my little silver saxo. People have tried naming it for me but nothing seems to catch on. I've even tried being boring and gave it the name saxy! Even that sounds odd. How do you name anything these days anyway? How do babies even get their names. When you name something, most of the time, it doesn't get an opinion of it's given name. It's always up to the person who's got the authority. I mean a baby doesn't come out and say 'Look, I hate that name, call me Susan.'  that would confuse everyone. 

I take my car for granted and damn do I feel lazy for going out of my way just to drive to work even though it's ONLY a 40 minute walk. But to be fair, given the chance, I'm sure 8 out of 10 teenagers would be the same. Even in such cold weather! Fuck walking at 6.30 in the morning! 

I hate work. It makes me so horrendously tired. I always come out of work lacking in energy and when I get in I have to curl in bed. It's always so tempting to drift off to sleep but I never sleep at a fixed time anymore. It's always whenever. For example. I came in from work at 5.30 and made dinner. I left my housemate and laid upstairs. Before you know it, 9o clock I'm fast asleep and now I wake up at this ridiculous hour. 

What's wrong with me!